Bomb blast

Today was a fucken' horrible day. Why? There was a bloody bomb explosion this morning at the UN building and it scares the shit out of me. Mostly because of the high security level and how they sneaked it in. I don't even want to know.

And I'm scared to the bone because this means no one is safe. Anyone at any time in my life at any moment COULD DIE. My dad could've been the one out there, and could've died. And what would happen then??! What would happen to my life?

I hate violence. It's horrible. It should just stop!

Twitter jail and a few other things

The real reason I'm here is because of TWITTER JAIL. I remember asking someone I was following what twitter jail was then I got into it. -_- Worst thing ever. And the thing that annoys me the most is that I was just getting into my tweeting zone, and I hit tweet limit. It's night and I guess I should sleep but my addiction to internet is probably too strong to let me do that.

I guess the real reason I'm here is because of Austin Mahone's weekly Friday ustream. I was continuously tweeting on ustream social line about Austin and to my friend (a newly converted mahomie). I was so psyched that someone finally got my love for Austin (generally that someone apart from me finally knew him).

I was sad when the ustream ended but I have something to look forward too. Sunday!!! It's going to be the VMAs. It's going to be the shit. Gaga and Beyonce are performing and Adele and Katy Perry ruled the nominations. So proud of Katy and Adele ♥ I love them both so much. I sooo can't wait! Jumping off my seat to see it. Tomorrow better not be a drag

September should hurry up and come!!

I can't wait for September to come!! I'm so excited. Demi Lovato is going to be coming out with her new album, so excited to hear new songs from her and to listen to her supposedly new sound. And Cody Simpson, my heartthrob, is coming out with his EP too Coast to Coast. THAT I AM JUMPING OFF MY FEET TO HAVE. And the all wonderful Miley Cyrus is going to be in a new movie So Undercover, and from what I've heard the movie sounds as if it's going to be nice, and certainly a different kind of character from the one's Miley's used to playing. CAN'T WAIT :D

Feeling down

Sometimes it's very hard for me to go on, the bullying I've been through has changed the person I am and made me into a person I can hardly even recognised anymore. I do things, think things and feel things that usually would be alien to me. Sometimes, I can't even control myself and I get out of control. And I do things, thing I usually regret afterwards. I don't understand, I try to, but it's hard when there's no one there to help you along.